No one is going to stop me from forgetting about her. I need to because it is hurting and it is so making me depressed. I am going to stick to my decision this time.I threw away almost everything. Deleted numbers. Am I all set to go? Irritating feelings these are such of that kind of love. Pettiness gotten the better of us in the end. It is conclusion. No more mentioning bout it no more ian :) On a lighter note, I am glad God gave me opportunity to be part of Brightonyouth and upgrading my gifts slowly but surely in terms of his word. I thank all the teachers who had me to be serious with Jesus. If not...I will totally destroy myself! ian signing off. Need to do work already (*_________*)^