Sunday, October 10

today went to the botanical gardens which is quite a disaster. All my cell mates all pulled a long face as they find walking to the garden a total horrid experience. Perhaps it is becos I made a wrong turn by taking a wrong bus...most likely

Christians in Singapore is so taken care of, very blessed with the things needed in a early age hence giving that comfort level. CHildren in Third world country, have nothing. All they have is bare faith and desperation for salvation. Now, if we put them together and cry out for GOd, who will He listen to more? For me I think it'll be THird world one. We really lack of that desperation cos of all the S**** load of crap we take each day from the world with cash, media and corrupted values. God put upon us a DESPERATION for the spirit that will assist us to do wonders for you GOd.

Today after a session of karaoke at K BOX. I heard it again...the song by Sun Yanzi "Wo Bu Nan Guo" Someone put that song in my ears before and it stayed there. Really don't want it to happen ever. Think i'll would really just wait for her...

03. Somewhere I Belong 03:33
When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find/That I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck/Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]
It's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I Belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere/Only to fin that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today

I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong

This was a cool song. Only figured it today. Linkin Park Rocks!!! But Jesus is the ROCKEST!!!

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