Tuesday, March 22
Seems like the fasting did not turn out well...fraility of me...well leaders are of human but I will not have this as excuse cos I will do it again till I succeed. Internet is of a dependence, people can actually reprimand or ticked off if you don't check your mail or maybe things just cannot go forward if there is no exchange of the mail thingy. What should I do?
I'll go on food fast, I just need to. God I want to surrender not to thy body but to you...HS I need will of yours, pls let me have it.
My skin is peeling because of over exposure to the sun. I feel like a wrinkled raisin right now. Recently my best friend gotten me rekindled to the game "snatch" again. Can't get enough of it now all thanks to her :P Today woke up with a headache, really didn't wanna wake up but there was a dream waiting for me to have so I need to wake or I cannot fulfill it. Praise to God always.
I'll go on food fast, I just need to. God I want to surrender not to thy body but to you...HS I need will of yours, pls let me have it.
My skin is peeling because of over exposure to the sun. I feel like a wrinkled raisin right now. Recently my best friend gotten me rekindled to the game "snatch" again. Can't get enough of it now all thanks to her :P Today woke up with a headache, really didn't wanna wake up but there was a dream waiting for me to have so I need to wake or I cannot fulfill it. Praise to God always.
Friday, March 18
a whisper from HS...
from today till next Friday, I'll be on a computer/internet fasting. HS talked to me bout it...that the internet is so filled with junk...too much that I need to go a whole lot of purifiction process thru the living word of God. Very excited on what He is going to reveal to me. I am to study and make series just to make God famous everywhere hehehe...cynical it may seem but I mean He didn't equip me with preaching skills for nothing! Gonna work hard, really hard...God showed me two promised lands. I need to be the man to claim it. For now I am not. I am only a man with little blessings but I am to be the man claim big blessings. Love you Jesus...make me HOLY lord in Jesus name!
today was at SYNERGIZ conference 05 for the day part! Was with Mabel, ministering to her and being her older brother. Really love her a lot and care bout her a lot. She is so spirited, however like me previously, there are some attitude that she needs tuning in the Lord Jesus. SHe won't be able to do it alone. Holiness will come in for her and she will compare, right HS?
Yikes...this June is super packed...Indonesia Mission,Youth Camp, Church Camp, Hillsong (Sydney)!!! Lord I need finance, need to pay back Mrs Koh as well. Tsk...why on earth I agreed to go Korea though I really love the place but like suddenly I have forgotten a huge chunk of it, it is fading to a white shade close to nothingness. Onwards Holidays YAHOO...
from today till next Friday, I'll be on a computer/internet fasting. HS talked to me bout it...that the internet is so filled with junk...too much that I need to go a whole lot of purifiction process thru the living word of God. Very excited on what He is going to reveal to me. I am to study and make series just to make God famous everywhere hehehe...cynical it may seem but I mean He didn't equip me with preaching skills for nothing! Gonna work hard, really hard...God showed me two promised lands. I need to be the man to claim it. For now I am not. I am only a man with little blessings but I am to be the man claim big blessings. Love you Jesus...make me HOLY lord in Jesus name!
today was at SYNERGIZ conference 05 for the day part! Was with Mabel, ministering to her and being her older brother. Really love her a lot and care bout her a lot. She is so spirited, however like me previously, there are some attitude that she needs tuning in the Lord Jesus. SHe won't be able to do it alone. Holiness will come in for her and she will compare, right HS?
Yikes...this June is super packed...Indonesia Mission,Youth Camp, Church Camp, Hillsong (Sydney)!!! Lord I need finance, need to pay back Mrs Koh as well. Tsk...why on earth I agreed to go Korea though I really love the place but like suddenly I have forgotten a huge chunk of it, it is fading to a white shade close to nothingness. Onwards Holidays YAHOO...
Sunday, March 13
Friday, March 4
i feel that i am beginning to be numb about love of the mundane kind. Angela was right about the whole Paul thing and she believes it totally. Getting into relationship is a bane to all friendship or the end of every memory you had of that person once it turns all bad and sour. Silly is that when you as a teen strive every moment of the youthful hour to act on the curiousity of "How would it be like to touch her hand or kiss her cheek" A rush of andrenaline thats hits you leaving you drooling for more. How perverted my teenhood is! So immorality leads to two being together cos of might be of sin, i guess i know fair enough, i went to hell and back you see. And there I was justifying with Angela that love exist beyond immorality...when all I was showing to her is that I am but of a Love Fool. I am silly beyond doubt.
I had a conversation with "David" before that God told me clearly to leave her and stuff because of obvious signs and I refused. Weichun was telling me the same, saying that perhaps she is there because God get her to get me back in church and that was it. Harsh part was recently about he telling me about her with another guy, i suppose behaving suspiciously. At that time i was already experiencing difficulties and stuff. I learnt the hard way in 2005 Febuary. God I need grace! Very much as I need to be on my own quiet corner at gethsamane (Perhaps in the closet of my heart) I want to surrender all and give everything unto you. You say you are near to the broken hearted, I QUALIFY LORD! Change me constantly towards your desire.
What will God surprise my tender heart with next? I am excited to know cos I anticipate it every encounter I have with Him, every conversation I have with Him. God had me do the right thing this time otherwise He couldn't give anymore of blessings, alike Abraham, he gave his only love (isaac) on the altar. I gave up on mine and things are already changing...you are for REAL right God?
ON BENDED KNEE
Verse
G C
On bended knee I come
G C
With a humble heart I come
G Em Am
Bowing down before Your holy throne
D G C
Lifting holy hands to You
Bm Em
As I pledge my love anew
Am D
I worship You in spirit
Am D
I worship You in truth
Am D G
Make my life a holy praise unto You
Cheerios to a good companion "David" thank you Lord...
I had a conversation with "David" before that God told me clearly to leave her and stuff because of obvious signs and I refused. Weichun was telling me the same, saying that perhaps she is there because God get her to get me back in church and that was it. Harsh part was recently about he telling me about her with another guy, i suppose behaving suspiciously. At that time i was already experiencing difficulties and stuff. I learnt the hard way in 2005 Febuary. God I need grace! Very much as I need to be on my own quiet corner at gethsamane (Perhaps in the closet of my heart) I want to surrender all and give everything unto you. You say you are near to the broken hearted, I QUALIFY LORD! Change me constantly towards your desire.
What will God surprise my tender heart with next? I am excited to know cos I anticipate it every encounter I have with Him, every conversation I have with Him. God had me do the right thing this time otherwise He couldn't give anymore of blessings, alike Abraham, he gave his only love (isaac) on the altar. I gave up on mine and things are already changing...you are for REAL right God?
ON BENDED KNEE
Verse
G C
On bended knee I come
G C
With a humble heart I come
G Em Am
Bowing down before Your holy throne
D G C
Lifting holy hands to You
Bm Em
As I pledge my love anew
Am D
I worship You in spirit
Am D
I worship You in truth
Am D G
Make my life a holy praise unto You
Cheerios to a good companion "David" thank you Lord...
today rather quiet spend the day thinking about my future and preparing sermon outlines. There is a gift in me no doubt to come out some simple outlines which are really cool, all thanks to Judah Smith ethics. Tomorrow is Saturday, really hope my group people really understand being Christian is 24/7 and not just a weekend thing. Tomorrow we talk about Holy Spirit...John 16!
Was contemplating on working at starbucks for the time being, I mean I really need dough to pay out some of my bills and my insurance, not forgetting my daily needs. Most importantly is my tithe. Think I owe God much of my offerings be it praise, monetary and purity. Still giving it all to Him. So should I go back to coffee business? That is the question. Tsk...need much a job that will not compromise my ministry time with Him. Jesus have faith...let me not be like the rich fool...loving you on his terms
being single is a weird feeling, suddenly friends you don't know pops up and you have time actually in your hands. In terms of money, saved much as well...amazing isn't it??? But God don't mean for man to be alone...where thou art is the one? the previous i guess God dealt a Vashti on her whatever...Jesus I love Lord
Was contemplating on working at starbucks for the time being, I mean I really need dough to pay out some of my bills and my insurance, not forgetting my daily needs. Most importantly is my tithe. Think I owe God much of my offerings be it praise, monetary and purity. Still giving it all to Him. So should I go back to coffee business? That is the question. Tsk...need much a job that will not compromise my ministry time with Him. Jesus have faith...let me not be like the rich fool...loving you on his terms
being single is a weird feeling, suddenly friends you don't know pops up and you have time actually in your hands. In terms of money, saved much as well...amazing isn't it??? But God don't mean for man to be alone...where thou art is the one? the previous i guess God dealt a Vashti on her whatever...Jesus I love Lord
Thursday, March 3
Aiyo...couldn't sleep! Very excited though because tomorrow we are going to Kovan Macdonald's to reach out to youths by survey kinda plan. It is called CLUB 10 where 10 youths are selected to hang out and have fun kinda thing but condition is to go to at least some youth conferences. It all sound like some cheap scam but what we are offering is really sincere friendship. God will surely bless (^___^)
Today I was quite stoned as I woke up like only at 1pm. Looking through recruit papers, looking for a job to sustain me. The serious thing is that if I go full head on as a theatre practitioner, I will have to compromise my time with youth ministry and time worshipping Him. It is so difficult given my background, given how much I have fight and endured to be a fairly known artiste in theatre scene. My mom thinks I am mad, my relatives thinks that I am possessed and my friends just say "Oh" Now what am I to do? Weichun say to me...Have faith that He will provide...yup...came to my mind is drinking from tap water always and pack bread from home. Perhaps I really need to do that. I need a job fast...Dear God, I would like to have a teaching drama job during weekdays, please hear me or give me projects that does one time off kinda thing that gives a windfall financially. In Jesus name Amen. There once a girl that said to me that she will feed me, now I look back I laugh, cos that could only be Jesus saying that to me! For He is faithful and just...no one else has that capacity. Nt even me.
My friend gotten bad bad time from her mother few hours ago. telling her things which isn't true, defaming her, hurting her. This week I learn lots of things from mothers who are truly unreasonable. What as children of such do? Pray to God, consult your pastor, confront your mother or father. If they ever don't treasure your existence, let them know how you feel by the way they treat you, of course there must be a fair amount justice where on your side you don't let them too down (reasonably) but even you try your best as a daughter or son and they aren't happy, they scold you, beat you, spit at you...Jesus will embrace your tattered heart...talking don't work...confronting don't work...then I suggest leave that place! But this should be of last resort after all we should honour our parents.
Today I was quite stoned as I woke up like only at 1pm. Looking through recruit papers, looking for a job to sustain me. The serious thing is that if I go full head on as a theatre practitioner, I will have to compromise my time with youth ministry and time worshipping Him. It is so difficult given my background, given how much I have fight and endured to be a fairly known artiste in theatre scene. My mom thinks I am mad, my relatives thinks that I am possessed and my friends just say "Oh" Now what am I to do? Weichun say to me...Have faith that He will provide...yup...came to my mind is drinking from tap water always and pack bread from home. Perhaps I really need to do that. I need a job fast...Dear God, I would like to have a teaching drama job during weekdays, please hear me or give me projects that does one time off kinda thing that gives a windfall financially. In Jesus name Amen. There once a girl that said to me that she will feed me, now I look back I laugh, cos that could only be Jesus saying that to me! For He is faithful and just...no one else has that capacity. Nt even me.
My friend gotten bad bad time from her mother few hours ago. telling her things which isn't true, defaming her, hurting her. This week I learn lots of things from mothers who are truly unreasonable. What as children of such do? Pray to God, consult your pastor, confront your mother or father. If they ever don't treasure your existence, let them know how you feel by the way they treat you, of course there must be a fair amount justice where on your side you don't let them too down (reasonably) but even you try your best as a daughter or son and they aren't happy, they scold you, beat you, spit at you...Jesus will embrace your tattered heart...talking don't work...confronting don't work...then I suggest leave that place! But this should be of last resort after all we should honour our parents.
Tuesday, March 1
Saturday, February 26
Today I spend the day praising and worshipping God. Listening to some parts of sermon as well to pick up on skills. I don't fancy myself to be accomplished but it is this anointing that comes with the innocence of learning and purity of life seeking Him. All praise to Him.
Rejected a job of $350 a day on all weekends for four weeks. Instinctly HS told me,"Ian turn it down or you won't have time for me and my kingdom. You know you didn't come in the house with money in your thoughts. You are in the house without slippers, you know that He is holy and the place you stand is holy. Be holy" I turned it down. My friend gotten a shock, well not everyone understands what we need to do in order to love Him and not compromise our love for the Faith. Worthy is the Lamb, Holy Holy are you Lord God Almighty!
Spend some thoughts about youths this evening. Even a rehearsals I am thinking how can we aspire youths towards God and be on FIRE 24/7. Jesus help me here, give me wisdom, in the name of Jesus Amen.
Rejected a job of $350 a day on all weekends for four weeks. Instinctly HS told me,"Ian turn it down or you won't have time for me and my kingdom. You know you didn't come in the house with money in your thoughts. You are in the house without slippers, you know that He is holy and the place you stand is holy. Be holy" I turned it down. My friend gotten a shock, well not everyone understands what we need to do in order to love Him and not compromise our love for the Faith. Worthy is the Lamb, Holy Holy are you Lord God Almighty!
Spend some thoughts about youths this evening. Even a rehearsals I am thinking how can we aspire youths towards God and be on FIRE 24/7. Jesus help me here, give me wisdom, in the name of Jesus Amen.
"...The world cannot accept him,because it neither sees him nor knows him.But you know him,for he lives with you and will be in you.I will not leave you as orphans;I will come to you." John 14:17-18
A promise that I look forward to. A reama which I have tasted this morning and will not forget or rest easily with. I love Jesus.
A promise that I look forward to. A reama which I have tasted this morning and will not forget or rest easily with. I love Jesus.
Friday, February 25
No one is going to stop me from forgetting about her. I need to because it is hurting and it is so making me depressed. I am going to stick to my decision this time.I threw away almost everything. Deleted numbers. Am I all set to go? Irritating feelings these are such of that kind of love. Pettiness gotten the better of us in the end. It is conclusion. No more mentioning bout it no more ian :) On a lighter note, I am glad God gave me opportunity to be part of Brightonyouth and upgrading my gifts slowly but surely in terms of his word. I thank all the teachers who had me to be serious with Jesus. If not...I will totally destroy myself! ian signing off. Need to do work already (*_________*)^
Wednesday, February 23
Thursday, February 17
Tuesday, February 15
Things with girlfriend seems bleak yet again :(
Yesterday suppose to be great as I was so looking forward to meet her. She mentioned City Hall and that means our fave eating place at basement one. Cecilia looked terrific with red and denim shorts, smelt good too, as always. Well I did postpone bible study with my cell leaders to meet her cause I really think we don't spend time with each other enough.
Story continues...All looks bright as we sat in the Japanese eating place...or so it seems. I passed her the promo brochures for the play I am acting in. She wanted to come so somehow I just told her that okay then price of the play is $25. Never did the complimentary tickets I already acquired came across my mind. It is like wiped out from my memory. All I knew was that one of the ticket is for my mother, the other is pending or giving it to one of my younger folks in cell group. She "FLARED" up...she thinks that I prepared another ticket for someone else or she thinks that I do not respect her or put her in focus enough to give her that complimentary tickets. I tried to rescue myself telling her that I will buy the ticket for her, she then say it is different. The whole atmosphere changed because of a lousy ticket that only last two hours of a performance, compared to a lifetime I want to spend with her. Everytime this kind of things happen, there is always a thought sitting in the window of my head jeering me , " you sure she's the one? come'on who are you kidding?" What am I to do? The late lunch turned into a silent torture as we were yet to finish our food...it was so awkard...inside myself I was suppressing the fuming frustrations. Then as we walked out of the building she asked me where to go now? Silly me replied,"You can go home now?" "You really want me to go home?" she exclaimed. Then came out of my mouth,"Just go" And I turned myself and walked the other direction.
I am really sick of all this small things. She can't see big. She sees things of now only. My fault, I shouldn't even invite her to the play. I should mumb it all down. I am not going to see her till I don't know. Told her after the production ends, which means I'll miss her birthday. Everytime when nearing her birthday, things just happen, situations between us just become worst. Perhaps I am not the man for her. You know what James, why don't you just jump on the wagon of my misfortune!!!
Perhaps it is good also. Like this, I won't need to postpone anymore bible study or anything for anyone. Can become Judah Smith even faster...Jesus, I need grace! I really mean it.
Yesterday suppose to be great as I was so looking forward to meet her. She mentioned City Hall and that means our fave eating place at basement one. Cecilia looked terrific with red and denim shorts, smelt good too, as always. Well I did postpone bible study with my cell leaders to meet her cause I really think we don't spend time with each other enough.
Story continues...All looks bright as we sat in the Japanese eating place...or so it seems. I passed her the promo brochures for the play I am acting in. She wanted to come so somehow I just told her that okay then price of the play is $25. Never did the complimentary tickets I already acquired came across my mind. It is like wiped out from my memory. All I knew was that one of the ticket is for my mother, the other is pending or giving it to one of my younger folks in cell group. She "FLARED" up...she thinks that I prepared another ticket for someone else or she thinks that I do not respect her or put her in focus enough to give her that complimentary tickets. I tried to rescue myself telling her that I will buy the ticket for her, she then say it is different. The whole atmosphere changed because of a lousy ticket that only last two hours of a performance, compared to a lifetime I want to spend with her. Everytime this kind of things happen, there is always a thought sitting in the window of my head jeering me , " you sure she's the one? come'on who are you kidding?" What am I to do? The late lunch turned into a silent torture as we were yet to finish our food...it was so awkard...inside myself I was suppressing the fuming frustrations. Then as we walked out of the building she asked me where to go now? Silly me replied,"You can go home now?" "You really want me to go home?" she exclaimed. Then came out of my mouth,"Just go" And I turned myself and walked the other direction.
I am really sick of all this small things. She can't see big. She sees things of now only. My fault, I shouldn't even invite her to the play. I should mumb it all down. I am not going to see her till I don't know. Told her after the production ends, which means I'll miss her birthday. Everytime when nearing her birthday, things just happen, situations between us just become worst. Perhaps I am not the man for her. You know what James, why don't you just jump on the wagon of my misfortune!!!
Perhaps it is good also. Like this, I won't need to postpone anymore bible study or anything for anyone. Can become Judah Smith even faster...Jesus, I need grace! I really mean it.
Insomia for the don't how many days!
Just couldn't get myself to sleep. What's happening man! Keep thinking about how to be an excellent youth pastor, how to abstain myself from getting into minor sin which will bring my Almighty identity in Christ tripping and falling into a turmoil, thinking about my dear on how much I actually miss her,thinking about marriage which seems far as my future is bleak from where I stand, but in God's term it seem great.
you know it is great to know the ending, how you are going to finish off. However, many people can start something but fail to finish off what they ought to become! I don't want that. I am also thinking about Ops Mackers, sincerely think it is a joke though at first. But HS showed me that He is in charge, not me, not puny little humane me. Miracles are brewing, I can feel it, but in His timing. How impatient are man nowadays. Perhaps because of instant mee, instant photos, instant products...everything is instant. Hence waiting virtue is of the past.
Jesus, get me waiting for you. A generation that always as for a sign. But you are the God that says "Worship me without one" I need to hang on to HS...HS I rededicate my life to you this wee hour! GREAT PASTOR IAN (GPI) Beware world...here I come!!! Jesus fill me and grant me divine dreams as I lay. A young man awaits vision from you at a block in Whampoa Drive.
CHANGE MY HEART O GOD
Verse
D Em7
Change my heart, O God
A7 D
Make it ever true
Bm7 Em7
Change my heart, O God
A7 D
May I be like You
Chorus
F# Bm Em7 D
You are the potter, I am the clay
F# Bm
Mould me and make me
E A7
This is what I pray
Just couldn't get myself to sleep. What's happening man! Keep thinking about how to be an excellent youth pastor, how to abstain myself from getting into minor sin which will bring my Almighty identity in Christ tripping and falling into a turmoil, thinking about my dear on how much I actually miss her,thinking about marriage which seems far as my future is bleak from where I stand, but in God's term it seem great.
you know it is great to know the ending, how you are going to finish off. However, many people can start something but fail to finish off what they ought to become! I don't want that. I am also thinking about Ops Mackers, sincerely think it is a joke though at first. But HS showed me that He is in charge, not me, not puny little humane me. Miracles are brewing, I can feel it, but in His timing. How impatient are man nowadays. Perhaps because of instant mee, instant photos, instant products...everything is instant. Hence waiting virtue is of the past.
Jesus, get me waiting for you. A generation that always as for a sign. But you are the God that says "Worship me without one" I need to hang on to HS...HS I rededicate my life to you this wee hour! GREAT PASTOR IAN (GPI) Beware world...here I come!!! Jesus fill me and grant me divine dreams as I lay. A young man awaits vision from you at a block in Whampoa Drive.
CHANGE MY HEART O GOD
Verse
D Em7
Change my heart, O God
A7 D
Make it ever true
Bm7 Em7
Change my heart, O God
A7 D
May I be like You
Chorus
F# Bm Em7 D
You are the potter, I am the clay
F# Bm
Mould me and make me
E A7
This is what I pray
Sunday, February 13
a Sunday that I fail to go church...
had too much of good food the night before. Prata bomb,ice milo,prattaya nasi goreng and stuff. Really guilty of substituting those with a time of upmost expression and adoration for God of the Universe. Missing out on the word which brings life??? What am I thinking...no more late nights for me on Saturday.
Yesterday met up with two of the GMSS girls under the umbrella project of "Ops Mackers" They were selling the purity bands which were going at $2 per pax. I bought like ten and that cost man! But I guess it is for a good cause, for a turn good nympho like me, aiyo. Jessy was mith me while we chill out with the two girls at starbucks (paragon), jessy was wonderfully generous as she treated all of us to Frappicinos...yahooo! She gave a comment though after the session..."Ian, you are on touchy person" hmmm...it is something that gets to me or irks me which I am not sure myself. Why on earth must I be touchy when I talk to people!!! I don't know, but I know that I am not being questionable or have intention to lead anyone to a wrong idea. Touch is an immediate communicating tool which I use a lot...need to unlearn somethings.
The girls are non-christians and yet they are willing to go thru Bible Study with us. I am like wow! Think I'll let Shella do the study...hehehe
My stomach is unwell. Bet I missed much during service, with all the new things going on...I will need to go consecration time with my God and I. To get back myself that He truly desires. Thoughts of damn keep coming back to me. If this continues, I can't be like my hero, Judah Smith.
My dear Cecilia I have not seen...miss her much...need to rest my tummy argh!
had too much of good food the night before. Prata bomb,ice milo,prattaya nasi goreng and stuff. Really guilty of substituting those with a time of upmost expression and adoration for God of the Universe. Missing out on the word which brings life??? What am I thinking...no more late nights for me on Saturday.
Yesterday met up with two of the GMSS girls under the umbrella project of "Ops Mackers" They were selling the purity bands which were going at $2 per pax. I bought like ten and that cost man! But I guess it is for a good cause, for a turn good nympho like me, aiyo. Jessy was mith me while we chill out with the two girls at starbucks (paragon), jessy was wonderfully generous as she treated all of us to Frappicinos...yahooo! She gave a comment though after the session..."Ian, you are on touchy person" hmmm...it is something that gets to me or irks me which I am not sure myself. Why on earth must I be touchy when I talk to people!!! I don't know, but I know that I am not being questionable or have intention to lead anyone to a wrong idea. Touch is an immediate communicating tool which I use a lot...need to unlearn somethings.
The girls are non-christians and yet they are willing to go thru Bible Study with us. I am like wow! Think I'll let Shella do the study...hehehe
My stomach is unwell. Bet I missed much during service, with all the new things going on...I will need to go consecration time with my God and I. To get back myself that He truly desires. Thoughts of damn keep coming back to me. If this continues, I can't be like my hero, Judah Smith.
My dear Cecilia I have not seen...miss her much...need to rest my tummy argh!
Saturday, February 12
Finished a most incredible show after a fruitful time of Cell Bible study at Pastor Tiak's house today. The show was titled "Million Dollar Baby" As I watched the show, I can't help putting God into the picture of this cine experience because the story is about a budding young girl boxer looking for a chance to bloom under a harsh tutorage of a coach who doesn't want to coach her in the beginning, until later that he sees the sincerity of her will through drastic actions and lifestyle to wanna be the best boxer around. It leaves me to think...she wanted so much to embrace her dream to be a boxer, do I have that much to embrace the vision God gave me, to be a youth pastor...stupid ian...get your lazy ass and start working on your Bread (Bible)...eat ian...eat...work out your spiritual appetite, you'll need it before a fight, what am I saying...every MOMENT OF LIFE IS A FIGHT ( .V. )
My dear is sick...God watch over her...cos she is the one you sent to love me no matter...so you help her in her ill times ya...in the name of Jesus! Love you Lord, Love Cec.
My dear is sick...God watch over her...cos she is the one you sent to love me no matter...so you help her in her ill times ya...in the name of Jesus! Love you Lord, Love Cec.
Tuesday, February 8
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